The Photograph
by Jeffrey Buford Jr.
The photograph of the house was faded. The ends of the smoked stained
paper beneath the photograph were crumbling. He gently closed a book
over the photograph, and sighed, joyfully relieved of the poignant memories
the house had strangely conjured. The windows of the house were dark
holes of limitless space, hollow eyes looking out at the inquisitive
traveler. Houses are nothing more than a laboratory, designed to preserve
the memories of human existence, to incarcerate the spirit of the human
body. Adam gripped his chair, hands sweaty and aching with pain, fully
aware of the photograph that he pulled out from the bookshelf. It injures
the soul to sweep away the memories in ones mind. Adam had a good
chance at succeeding in life, he was elected class treasurer and he
supported many of the can food drives sponsored by the pillars of support.
He graduated from high school with honors, courageously accepting
his invitation to a very pleasant college outside of town. The classroom
environment became his only problem, though he attended class regularly.
Adam grew tired of his professors lectures and mind numbing quizzes.
Something slightly peculiar happened to Adam one evening as he was walking
home. One of the oldest and most highly respected professors on campus
approached him.
Adam Wheeler, said Dr. Rosenberg. May I speak
with you for one moment?
Sure.
Were looking for a photographer, do you know any?
I dont think so.
Anyway, we need someone to photograph some historical locations
around town. Im not referring to the newly built casino downtown
either.
I understand.
Can you help me?
The campus was silent; many of the students nearby had already left
for class or went home. The kids didnt like hanging around outside,
they preferred the quiet and comfortable environment indoors. The weather
wasnt perfect; the ground was damp with mid evening rain.
Im not exactly a photographer, Mr. Rosenberg.
I dont care about that, Adam. Do you know how to use
a camera?
Yes, of course.
Thats basically all you need to know, were going
to post the pictures in our bulletin for next months seasonal activities.
Many of the administrators have decided to honor our historical community.
Mr. Rosenberg was the grandfatherly type professor, which frightened
Adam in a way. He took Illinois History with Mr. Rosenberg during first
semester. Adam knew very little about the old bald headed teacher many
of his classmates gossiped about.
Its about time, said Adam.
This community really needs to work on educating the youth
about the history of our town.
True!
But, you know how that goes!
Adam began searching the small quiet, midwestern town for the most
attractive houses, and he had a large selection to choose from. 12th
street was famous for its elegant and stylish mansions, the kind of
mansions with the decorative, sprawling gardens and large bay windows.
Adam felt like an unwanted intruder, nervously snapping pictures of
the colorful houses lined up along 12th street. Adam approached the
last house on the right. Adam opened up another box of film and placed
it into the camera, he snapped a picture of the house. There was something
overwhelmingly haunting about the lively mansion, its arched windows
and colorful singles held some kind of power over Adam. Isolated spots
in the yard were bare and naked, untouched by thick, green grass. The
unleveled concrete sidewalk was cracked, and the small cracks near the
steps flourished with dandelions and weeds.
What are you doing? asked a curious, soft voice from
behind Adam.
Nothing, he said. Just taking a picture.
Of what?
Adam questioned the voice from behind him; he didnt like the
feeling of eyes watching him. Eyes made him feel unprotected, and the
voice stripped him of all of his courageousness. He pushed the 35mm
camera into a small, black pouch hanging on his belt. A short old man
was staring at him. His glazed eyes had examined the high-tech item
he placed in his pouch.
What was that thing? asked the old man.
Its a camera.
Fancy little things, huh?
I guess so.
I could use one of those.
Theyre pretty cheap, you can find one at the store.
The old man paused, his yellow teeth could be seen through his salt
and pepper colored mustache.
Which store?
Any store.
Maybe Ill go downtown and buy myself a camera.
You should do that.
Adam could feel his legs moving, they were slowly moving away from
the house. The house overshadowed much of the yard, and the sidewalk
was nice and sunny. Adam stopped just as his foot was about to come
down onto the top of the first step. The old man seemed to be analyzing
him, stripping him with his elderly eyes.
I have to get going, said Adam. Ive got
to develop these pictures.
The old man scratched his head and looked up at the house, it seemed
as if his eyes were outlining the structure.
I understand, said the elderly man. Young kids
are always busy these days.
Thats true.
Adam jumped down the steps and he followed the sidewalk until he
came to the end of the block, he looked down the street and as he began
to cross the old man shouted at him in a very loud and enthusiastic
voice.
Young man!
Yeah.
What kind of pictures are you taking?
Im taking pictures of historical houses, said
Adam. Its kind of like an assignment.
Like a class project? he asked
Exactly.
Adam crossed the road and when he turned around to shoot the old
man a final, nervous look of fright, he discovered that he was gone.
Strange thoughts filled his mind, thoughts of failure and heartache.
What if the pictures turn out to be hideous?
The walk home was peaceful and refreshing, the smell of the leaves
freshly pasted on the ground brought childhood memories back to him.
He ignored the scent of his youthful years, leaving his past to stand
alone in the dark.
The next morning, Adam dropped off his role of film and waited outside
of the drug store. His leg was moving up and down, up and down. He didnt
want the pictures to come out all distorted and ugly, he wanted to give
Mr. Rosenberg a collection of nice photographs. Every time he thought
about the old mansion on the end of 12th street, the old man entered
his mind.
When Adam held the photos in his hand he thought about Mr. Rosenberg.
He wanted to please Mr. Rosenberg, and even if the pictures didnt
come out very well he tried his best to take the damn pictures. He opened
the small orange colored envelope and pulled out the photographs. He
quickly examined each picture. He smiled at his photographs.
He was pleased with every picture he took, however there was one
picture that he didnt feel comfortable with. It was the picture
of the last house on the end of 12th street. The picture moved; the
grass in yard appeared to be blowing back and forth in the air. The
windows filled up with moving lights. The peculiar photograph, perhaps
haunted by the inhabitants of the house, spoke in a strange and foreign
tongue.
Mr. Rosenberg was pleased with Adams efforts, Adam had successfully
captured many of the towns most elaborate, historical homes.
Wonderful, you did an outstanding job, Adam.
Do you think so?
Yes, these pictures are great!
Mr. Rosenberg let the pictures fall across his desk; he began to
separate the photographs. His eyes were searching for something, and
when his eyes found that strange something Adams heart skipped
a beat.
Where did you find this photograph? he asked Adam, holding
up the photograph of the astonishing house that moved.
12th street I think.
Really?
Yes.
You saw the house with your own eyes.
Exactly.
By now, Adam thought Mr. Rosenberg was loosing his mind. He glared
at the photograph and took a deep breath.
This house burned down many years ago.
What?
You seem surprised, Adam. This house has been gone for many
years. I dont know how you managed to come up with this picture,
maybe you found it in your grandmothers photo album or something,
I dont know. I imagine I can find a place for this picture in
the bulletin.
I didnt find that picture in my grandmothers photo
album, Mr. Rosenberg. I saw the house with my own eyes. I was there
yesterday, and I met an old man, too.
Mr. Rosenberg chuckled, he gathered all the photographs together
and placed them on the edge of his desk.
Youre a wonderful student, Adam. Ive always admired
your dedication and your ambition, but I dont see why you feel
like you have to lie to me.
Im not lying!
Calm down, Adam. Its going to be all right, Ill
publish the photographs in the bulletin.
I dont care about the bulletin, Mr. Rosenberg. I care
about you believing me. I took that picture yesterday, look on the back.
Mr. Rosenberg turned the photograph over and to his own amazement
he found that Adam was telling the truth.
I cant believe this, he said. Come with
me, Adam. Were going to find the house.
The car stopped at the end of 12th street, and when Adam saw the
large, empty lot overgrown with weeds and bushes he almost fainted.
Mr. Rosenberg killed the engine.
So, this is it, said Mr. Rosenberg.
An old man approached Mr. Rosenberg and Adam; perhaps the old man
had come out of nowhere. He stood on the sidewalk, a few feet away from
the car and pointed at Adam.
I know you, said the old man. I saw you here yesterday
taking pictures.
Yeah, that was me, said Adam.
I bought me one of those cameras, can you believe that? I
took a whole bunch of pictures. I have a question for you, son.
Yes, said Adam.
Why were you taking pictures of an empty lot?
Well, said Adam. Maybe I was seeing something
entirely different from your eyes.